Pagan Easter Zoom at the Church of the Holy Palmer

 

We were all sitting there looking at each other and I said, "let's play a game! Grab the book nearest to you and..."

And somebody else said, "Read the last three lines!"

And Natalie had a book about being a Red Sox fan and Micki read in German from a book about art and Brent read from James Agee's A Death in the Family and I read from Jonathan Schell's The Fate of the Earth (Seriously, it was the book right next to the wall although I haven't cracked it in years, no, DECADES):

 

On the other hand, if we reject our doom, and bend our efforts toward survival--if we arouse ourselves to the peril and act to forestall it, making ourselves the allies of life--then the anesthetic fog will lift: our vision, no longer straining not to see the obvious, will sharpen: our will, finding secure ground to build on, will be restored; and we will take full and clear possession of life again. One day--and it is hard to believe that it will not be soon--we will make our choice. Either we will sink into the final coma and end it all or, as I trust and believe, we will awaken to the truth of our peril, a truth as great as life itself, and like a person who has swallowed a lethal poison but shakes off his stupor at the last moment and vomits the poison up, we will break through the layers of our denials, put aside our fainthearted excuses, and rise up to cleanse the earth of nuclear weapons.

And then Laura read the W.S. Merwin's poem, "The Drunk in the Furnace."

And Brent read the poem "The Rain" by Robert Creeley. And I started giving him shit because the last line is:

Be wet
with a decent happiness.

 

And that sounds WAY too close to "Be wet with a decent penis" so I started yelling "That's a horndog poem!" and Serena said the same and then it kind of fell apart and we started talking gardening.

 

 

 

The Rains 

by Robert Creeley

 

All night the sound had

come back again,

and again falls

this quiet, persistent rain.

 

What am I to myself

that must be remembered,

insisted upon

so often? Is it

 

that never the ease,

even the hardness,

of rain falling

will have for me

 

something other than this,

something not so insistent—

am I to be locked in this

final uneasiness.

 

Love, if you love me,

lie next to me.

Be for me, like rain,

the getting out

 

of the tiredness, the fatuousness, the semi-

lust of intentional indifference.

Be wet

with a decent happiness.